So.. Its like 2 am right now, I should be sleeping. However, for some reason I just can't. I'm really tired, but I can't seem to close my eyes. Its weird, because thats usually when you should be able to do this with quite ease right!? And because of that, I choose to just right blurbs and nonsense on this blog, which happens to be my blog, and since its my blog I can do whatever I want on it. Anyways, I know that I'm not a perfect person, and on the reals I'm not really even an good example of one. I do a lot of wrong stuff, not on a really heavy scale, but I do some stuff that is something I shouldn't be doing. You might think right now that its smoking and stuff like that, but I haven't smoked anything in my life, and its not even about things like that. Its more about my personality and my traits. This is probably a really worthless post, but I need to vent. Swear I need to stop procrastinating, its really not giving me any benefits. Another thing is that I need to stop beating myself up, just gotta accept that I can't do everything right, only some parts.. heh. I guess I also need to think before I act. To often lately have I ended up in situations that could easily be avoided with the right sense in mind. It really sucks, because I like to think that all my intentions are meant for good, but end up with the wrong message because how it is presented. With that said I'm sorry to whomever that might have been affected negatively by this trait fault I have. I'm again just writing stuff that randomly pop in my mind right now and because of that I also need to write about how I'm grateful for life usually, except when I mess up. Life is so great even with all the bullish as well. It tends to have its downs, but I can truthfully say that its mostly ups. Right now I'm riding on a great cloud up in the sky, and I guess with the right choice of path I'll never land again.. Anyways.. I'm just going to leave it at this.. I don't even know why I wrote this. Don't take it to serious..
...hehe.. I'm happy though. Really.
