"Emptiness
How come you always long for the things out of reach? Why does it so happen to be that the things we are about to do, always seem convenient to postpone. You don’t believe me? I go to bed in order to get up bright and early, but as I snooze the alarm button, all I want to do is to throw the alarm away and sleep for a little while longer. You still don’t feel me? It so happens to be that we, as creatures of the nature long for something more, something different. On the hottest day of the summer, we fantasize about a white Christmas, on a rainy day we wish that the sun was shining in order to enjoy a day in the park, getting some long awaited sun on our milky white bodies. I believe my point is made, if not, please point me in the direction of the fellow or fellowette that enjoys the cold sensation of walking out the door, dang, even looking outside.
In order to continue on the path of my newfound insightfulness, why do you do the things you do, why judge people after the first impression. Well, as the well-established fact that we want what we can’t have, we act (i)rationally. An interesting aspect concerning the human nature, is that we can change things about ourselves, given that we find something change worthy. If you’re bad at something, apply yourself for a while and the results will change. This is not a message from a newborn Christian, I don’t believe that God is the answer to all problems, but perhaps the verbalization of a prayer makes a sudden awareness emerge in the head of a confused mind.
Good vibrations have, since the golden days of the Beach Boys, been a philosophy worthy of some reflection. This might be a to much to handle, but does people with a genuine positive attitude to life tend to spread more happiness than negative people? I don’t have all the answers, but I have a slightly-working ability to resonate somewhat logically, so this is my theory, don’t worry be happy. Think about it, if all you do is worry, you’re not happy. It’s like that sometimes, life can be somewhat ridiculous. Let’s return to the idea of emptiness. If you think that something, lets call it X has a certain value, perhaps you believe that a special something, a record-deal, fame, a girl or for the hell of it, a pair of Vans is the key to happiness, I urge you to think again. Have you ever thought the same earlier? I certainly have. When the sun goes down, I can’t wait for it to get up, finding myself waiting for it to go down again. So what’s going down now is that you should reevaluate some aspects of your pursuit of happiness. Don’t buy red pants because you think it’s gonna make you happy, you most definitely spread joy, but more in the sense of ridiculousness.
This might be much to swallow for a lot of followers, but one or two of y’all out there might have grasped the essence of the message. Be yourself; be different if that is what it takes. At the end of the line, you’re alone; most of us are at least. You’re the only one behind the wheels, so choose a route and live accordingly. A lie is easy to tell, but it’s the bad conscience that eats you up from the inside. The cure is easy, stop lying, but if your personality is based on the way you want people to see you, then you might have some work in to do. But then again, it’s much easier to think that you have a personality, and believe that you stand out in a crowd. Be a good sheep and follow your pack leader, as Cesar Millan puts it, they’re not aggressive, they’re dominant! Perhaps it’s difficult, I swear it’s a 9-5 job to think and speak for yourself, and it’s not that rewarding in the sense of “new” friends or sponsorships, but than again, who other than you should define you? It’s like self steam and subjectivity, you’re in charge, be a CEO and make the right decisions. Stick to the plan, some realness might come around.
The one, the only,
FrelsersArmeneren"

Don't worry, be happy. Do you, be real. It will pay off accordingly. - akam1k3